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Dr. Joe McKeever Guest Blogger MORE

What Mary Was Thinking While Jesus Was on the Cross

But there were standing by the cross of Jesus His mother, and His mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene (John 19:25).

Why am I here? And why is He there?

There seem to be no answers other than “God knows, and we trust Him.”

Thy will be done. “I am the bondslave of the Lord. Be it done to me according to Thy word.”

Sometimes you cry and cry until there are no more tears.

Your heart aches until it no longer feels anything.

Your mind grows exhausted from events happening all around, none of which you were prepared for.

If anyone had told me a year ago I could experience the suffering of this day and live to tell it, I would have thought it impossible.

There are no words to describe this kind of heartbreak.

You are surrounded by people, yet more alone than ever in your life.

Friends come over, want to make sure I’m all right. They ask how I’m coping. No words come.

Where are the disciples? They never let Him out of their sight for three years, yet where are they when He needs them? Oh, there’s young John. That’s good. He’s so broken in spirit. Maybe I should go over and comfort him.

And that may have been Simon Peter in the back of the crowd, I’m not sure.

Standing here, I keep remembering the words of old Simeon when we went into the temple for Him to receive the dedication of the firstborn. The old gentleman surprised Joseph and me by walking up and reaching out his hands to take our infant. After a moment’s praise to heaven, he looked at me and said, “A sword shall pierce your own heart.”

Little did he know. Or maybe he did.

I miss Joseph so much. He could help me make sense of all this. My husband had such a strong and unencumbered faith. He heard from the Name, then obeyed. Me, I have to mull things over, to ponder and meditate. Nothing is ever simple for me.

It helps a little–not as much as I wish it did–that He has the most incredible look of peace about Him, even in the midst of what is surely unimaginable suffering. God is with Him. The last few days, He seems to have been moving toward this event, these moments, even dropping a few hints.

Maybe in time, we will know what that means. Right now, everything is in a fog.

The noise is unbearable here at the cross. Everyone seems to be shouting. Those not clamoring for His death and taunting Him for His messianic pretensions, not cursing Him and spitting upon Him–forgive them, Lord!–are crying. All the women with me are so broken-hearted.

John needs me. I’ll walk over.

And what’s this? Through His agony, His tears, His pain–He speaks from the cross.

Woman.”

Did I hear what I thought I heard? He’s speaking to me.

Woman. Behold. Your. Son.”

Oh, my beloved. I have been beholding nothing but my Son for these hours. Did you think you were escaping my notice? Do you see how my soul is crying out in pain for You?

Behold.”

He speaks again. This time His eyes have turned toward John.

Behold. Your. Mother.”

Oh. That’s what He is saying. John will be my son and he is to treat me as his mother.

Once again, He leaves me speechless. (How many times in these thirty-plus years has He done that!) He is suffering an agony we cannot imagine and what does He do but think of others.

How good He is. How like the Name.

How blessed I am to be His.

I worship Thee, O righteous Lord. There is none like Thee.

Is it nothing to all you who pass this way? Look and see if there is any sorrow like unto my sorrow... (Lamentations 1:12)

 (Editor's Note: This blog was posted first on Dr. McKeever's blog site HERE)

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